Owning my content

Thursday, 14 January 2021 03:44 pm
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One of the reasons I started this blog is that I'd come across the concept of the IndieWeb and really liked it. I went into some detail about that in my first post here. The principle of the IndieWeb that appealed to me most of all was the one about owning your content, instead of "sharecropping" it across half a dozen more narrowly focused sites and giving them control over the sole copy of all my data.

So, I brushed off my domain name, which I'd kept paid up but not really used for years. Read more... )

Originally posted at micro.jayeless.net.

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One of my major hobbies is reading. I was a fanatical reader as a kid, and while I've definitely gone through periods where I haven't read for pleasure so much (generally times when I was having to do a lot of reading for school or uni), it's something I've come back to doing time and time again. I read sixty books in each of 2019 and 2020, which is a satisfying pace for me.

The main site I've used to track my reading over the last decade is Goodreads. Unfortunately, Goodreads is far from an ideal platform. Read more... )

Originally posted yesterday at micro.jayeless.net.

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I came across an excellent (if disturbing) article today on the hidden algorithms that trap people in poverty. The examples given are US-specific, but the issues raised would be relevant in many other countries. It talks about two major types of algorithms that screw people over:

  1. credit scores, and broader "worthiness scores", that can determine access to housing, employment, etc.
  2. algorithms used by state institutions (or the private providers the state has outsourced its responsibilities to) to determine access to welfare, health care, and access to public services generally

One of the issues is that these algorithms are being used so that nobody can be held accountable, even when the consequences of a bad decision literally ruin lives. If a disabled person gets cut off from all aid due to a "faulty" algorithm, and suffers a health emergency, homelessness, or even dies as a result… then as far as the institution that made that callous decision is concerned, it's pretty sad, but it's not their fault. The algorithm did it! And the fact that humans configure algorithms and make the purposeful choice not to review their decisions? Well, you know, let's just ignore that. It's the kind of system you arrive at when the rich and powerful see the disadvantaged as statistics, or even mere burdens on the budget, and not as real people who deserve the same level of dignity and quality of life that the privileged themselves enjoy.

Another important point is the way that big data... )

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Hello, Dreamwidth – long time no see! I thought I'd put together a quick post about a new blogging platform I've discovered and the train of thought that led me to it, in particular the concept of the IndieWeb.

I've written before on here about some of the issues I have with modern social media, in particular the addictiveness of intermittent rewards (good posts) being hidden among the dreck, how I feel divided across half a dozen different platforms, mostly just a passive observer on any of them, and how can you make a site financially sustainable without monetising users' data. In the back of my mind, I've still really been missing the era of personal websites and blogs, even if I've struggled to use Dreamwidth consistently. Anyway, a couple of days ago I re-stumbled across the concept of the IndieWeb, and this time I was intrigued enough to actually look into it properly, and what do you know: a ton of this philosophy really resonates with me.

The core of it is "POSSE": Publish Own Site, Syndicate Elsewhere. Essentially, establish your own site as a primary, canonical home for all your content, so as to preserve control over it and maintain some independence from unscrupulous social media companies. But then, because staying in touch with the people you care about is more important than preserving some kind of social media purism, you syndicate your content back to the sites where your friends and family actually are. In a perfect world, you could even backfeed interactions from those other sites back to the original site, but some platforms (Twitter) make this much easier than others (Facebook, Instagram – which is sad for me because FB and Instagram are where all my friends and family are). At any rate, the idea is to strike a middle ground between getting away from the frustrations of modern social media and still managing to keep in touch with people.

As you'll see if you check out the IndieWeb site, there are a number of different platforms people are using to try to maintain this kind of presence, but the one I've eventually gone with is Micro.blog. The main reason that that was my choice is that the technical barrier to entry was very low, and I thought I'd be more likely to stick with something that didn't take much active maintenance on my part (and not much of a learning curve to get started). What I'd mainly like to do with it is use it as an old-school personal blog, where I can post about anything of interest to me: cooking, books, games, cat photos, pretty scenery I saw on outings photos (now that those are allowed again…), stuff on languages, society, really whatever. If you want to check it out, you'll find that new personal blog right here! But I also want to be a bit more diligent about crossposting content (or linking to it) where it makes sense – photos to Instagram, book reviews to Goodreads and LibraryThing, "this is what I've been getting up to"-type posts to FB, a bit of everything to Mastodon, and probably more of the wordy, thoughtful posts to here. It'll probably take me a bit of figuring out, especially because I can only really automate crossposting to Mastodon and Twitter (and, you know, Twitter is kinda a cesspool), but I love the idea of having a coherent "online presence" instead of (or in addition to, technically) all these watered-down compartmentalised things on different sites. Almost like having my own online home.

So anyway, that's where I'm at! I hope you guys on DW are doing as well as can be managed in these times.

LangCorrect

Thursday, 5 December 2019 11:12 am
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I thought I'd share this neat site I signed up to yesterday. LangCorrect is a newish site with a pretty simple principle: you maintain a journal in your target language (and can optionally provide a translation in your native language underneath), and other people can come and leave corrections to help you improve your writing skills (as well as, you know, leaving the normal kinds of comments people might leave on personal blogs). When you log in, your "dashboard" is full of posts in your native language, so you can easily browse and help other language learners with the language you're native in, too! Then there's also a "friends" tab, which I suppose would be particularly helpful if you have some language exchange buddies to trade tips with. The interface is all really clean and pleasant to use, and overall I just think it's a genius idea.

Because the site is new, I'd assume that some languages have more traction than others. Spanish is a fairly widely-spoken language, so in the day since I put up my first post, I've had three lovely people come by and offer feedback. Judging by the native languages of the people posting in English, Japanese and Chinese like they'd be pretty good languages to practise there, too. But if your target language is something obscure, it might not be the most useful website just yet. But of course, the only way for the website to become more useful in more languages is for it to grow, so… if this site sounds interesting to you, I encourage you to go out there and help it grow :)

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I thought I'd share this article from the NYT Magazine, called Online Cesspool Got You Down? You Can Clean It Up, For A Price. Basically it explores the maxim that “if you're not paying for the product, you are the product,” contrasting free-to-use web apps like Facebook and Gmail that mine user data for info they can sell on to advertisers, with paid apps that pledge not to (and often have nicer, cleaner, trendier interfaces to boot). What it goes on to conclude is that, essentially, being able to pay for the nicer, privacy-respecting option is a privilege which has become a kind of status symbol; if you're on a low income, you don't have the choice.

What it didn't really go into is platforms that have both free and paid tiers (like Dreamwidth), or platforms that are free but rely on donations from more moneyed users (like Mastodon instances), that nonetheless don't scrape user data for onselling to third parties regardless of whether you've paid or not. I feel like it's this which is really the way out of the binary they've presented.

I do think it's an interesting question: how can you create an ethical online platform, that doesn't violate user privacy (or degrade the user experience for advertisers' benefit) but is still financially viable? After all, things like servers, bandwidth and developer time aren't free – someone has to pay. It'd seem that, after ten years of operation, Dreamwidth has struck a sustainable balance: they get enough income from paid users to cover the costs incurred by the userbase as a whole (and have also carefully balanced the paid tiers – and what you get at the free tier – to try to ensure this happens). LiveJournal had the same system once upon a time, although as I recall, once they removed the invite requirement to create a free account, the system became unsustainable and then they felt they “had” to introduce ads. Dreamwidth hasn't had the same problems after removing its invite requirement, probably because the site never really went “mainstream”, so its user base is smaller but more dedicated (so, a higher proportion of users are paying). At least, that's what I would think on the matter.

Mastodon (and the rest of the Fediverse) has taken a different approach that I also think is interesting, where the platforms are decentralised and federated. That means that server/bandwidth costs are distributed across a much larger number of people (everyone who runs an instance), although of course individual donations to instance maintainers are welcome (and probably necessary, once an instance reaches a certain size). Mastodon does seem heavily reliant on volunteer labour though, both to develop and to moderate. I also, honestly, would be unsure of how “permanent” you could consider anything uploaded to the Fediverse to be (insofar as anything online is permanent, of course!). Instances can shut down, and I've also heard of media (like attached photos) being lost even when the toot they were attached to remains – like, I saw people speculating that it can get kind of unreasonably expensive to retain all the media ever uploaded to you (or federated to you) forever, so some instances (they say) are not doing this. I don't spend much time looking at ultra-old toots so I couldn't really tell you.

See, whether you consider that a problem depends on what you're using social media for. Mastodon, at least, is a Twitter-like platform that doesn't make it easy at all the look back into your archive; ephemerality is really what you expect from it. Whereas, say, if you're talking about a blogging platform (or really anything with a navigable archive), you want uploaded media to stay put.

Anyway, I clearly do prefer the user experience of the “sanitised” web (like, Mastodon is just so much more pleasant than Twitter to use), and I do have a few subscriptions going to different things, which I guess makes me one of the privileged that the NYT is talking about. Now that I'm an adult with a bit of disposable income (!) I don't mind chipping in a little bit to keep the services I value going. But I do also think it's unfair for those without that ability to be saddled with ads-infested experiences where all your data gets sold to third parties (and it's not like many people can pay for every site they use online…), which is why I think developing business models that strike that middle ground are so important.

Back for now

Sunday, 3 November 2019 01:06 pm
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Hello Dreamwidth! I know I haven't popped in for a long time now, but this weekend the mood's struck me, so here I am.

The chain of thoughts that brought me here isn't really a happy one so I'd rather not go into it, but basically it struck me how much of my social media use these days is passive – lurking, liking and boosting/RTing – rather than me actively posting anything of my own. There's nothing wrong with that per se, but combined with what's been going on IRL I just started to feel like something was being lost. Like, who am I? What's important to me? What do I find interesting? Maybe it sounds self-indulgent but I miss having a space where I would just post stuff relevant to all my interests, and thus put myself almost on full display, rather than being an enigma. Does that make sense?

I kind of miss the era of personal websites and blogs. You know, when you'd pay for your own web hosting and post entries about whatever you liked and maybe have some static pages depending on your hobbies, and you'd try to make a layout that represented you, and you might even join fanlistings or have some way to proclaim proudly that you're really into whatever you're really into. It just felt more personal than the modern era where you create profiles on half a dozen different social media sites and then don't use most of them, or have each one represent a small, atomised side of yourself – like I use Twitter mostly for politics and politics-adjacent stuff, and I use Instagram mostly for cat photos, and I use Reddit mostly to read stuff on various random hobbies I have, like language-learning and technology and food/nutrition and certain fandoms. My memory of personal blogs is probably heavily coloured by nostalgia, but I just miss the days of posting "opinion posts" on all kinds of stuff and then finding people with similar interests to put on your blogroll so you can have discussions about stuff. These days interaction just seems so much shallower, and of course a lot of modern social media is plagued by hostility, to the point you might not even want to bother with it.

Anyway… I guess what I'm trying to get at with this post is that I feel like I've been losing my identity, and I want to get it back. I'm not saying that the cause is modern social media, even if that's what it might have sounded like here. It's really more relationship issues that have brought this so sharply into focus for me. I don't dare mention most of my interests to my partner, because he's aggressively dismissive of most of them, and beyond that his family spent a couple of months bullying me mercilessly for refusing to accept misogynistic “men drink beers around the barbecue, women stay in the kitchen preparing food and washing dishes”-type attitudes. And it's like, have I really minimised myself so much that these people even dared to imagine I would go along with that bullshit? Apparently the answer is yes… so I feel like I really have to go against this and re-assert myself. And it's not like I expect or want any of his relatives to create a Dreamwidth account and follow me here, but I feel like if I can talk about my interests to more supportive people online then I can work up the nerve to insist on talking about them, and not allowing myself to get bullied into silence, IRL as well.

I don't know if Dreamwidth is the full answer to my concern… but at least it's a site where people do tend to post thoughtful, well-considered entries, and there's no reblogging or upvotes/downvotes or the like to enable you to retreat back and not really say anything. You've got to speak up on here or else you're not really doing anything, and that's basically what I want right now. So, hello again Dreamwidth, and hopefully I stick around a little longer this time!

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I have long been a pretty avid user of Twitter. While I first made an account towards the end of 2007, I probably began to intensely use it in 2010 or so. I dropped off a bit when I started using Tumblr, and then returned when I got sick of Tumblr. The thing is, though, that I find myself keeping on opening Twitter even though it annoys me. I do the same thing with Reddit too, and used to do so with Tumblr until I moved out of home and having to survive a whole month with nothing more than 2GB of mobile data enabled me to kick the habit. Anyway, to help me explain all this to myself, I came across the following tweet about a week ago:

And you know… this struck me as absolutely true, not only about Twitter but lots of other social media like Reddit. It's almost a tic for me – when I'm procrastinating or bored or just not thinking about what I'm doing at all, I'll open a new tab and go straight to one of these sites. I'll scroll and scroll, and probably 95% or more of what I see is not that interesting (or even downright aggravating)… but then I'll spot something interesting, or funny, or cute, and I guess the reward centres in my brain go DING! All the aggravation will be forgotten. And then I'll keep scrolling.

I feel like this also ties in with a comparison someone else has made (and I apologise that I've forgotten who) – these kinds of sites are like a “firehose” of information flooding in all the time. With Twitter especially, another reason it can be compulsive to check it constantly is that if you don't, you miss things. At least once you're beyond a certain number of followed accounts, anyway. And that's extra annoying because about 95% of the tweets you're trying to catch up on are not that interesting… but you just don't want to miss the 5% that are!!! And if those “gems” could only be reliably posted or retweeted by the same small subset of accounts each time then your life would be easy. But they're not.

tbh, I would really like to wean myself off “firehose”-style media – it is utterly corrosive to my productivity, and I also feel like I spend way too much time revved up about things I can't change. And yet, this tweet has helped to explain why that apparently simple idea has proven so difficult for me. If only there was someone with identical taste in tweets to me who could compile a digest of what's good each day…

Remembering Tumblr

Wednesday, 30 January 2019 02:07 pm
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I should say I'm not really a Tumblr refugee – I hadn't been using the site for some time by the NSFW crackdown of last month. I am still happy to take advantage of the uptick in activity on, and enthusiasm for, Dreamwidth. As LiveJournal declined I'd always hoped my circles would want to follow me over here to DW, but no one really did, and when people finally did stop using LJ it seemed to be more modern social media sites they moved to – including Tumblr.

So, I really started using Tumblr in 2011. I'd had an account before that, but… eh. Never used it. Until I did. As a platform, clearly, it always left something to be desired. My experience was that it was only ever barely usable once browser-extension'd to within an inch of its life. I mean, there weren't even timestamps on the dashboard! Replying back to replies was a pain. The same post could appear on your dash 657458745684 times – sometimes with slightly different commentary – if everyone you followed kept reblogging it.

Yet nonetheless, for me Tumblr became a fantastic space to indulge my fannish side. I've never considered myself a “big fandom person”, but Tumblr made it accessible. People would post gifsets of the best bits of all my favourite shows, and I could reblog them and enable everyone else to relive the joy. There were loads of interesting discussion posts, on things like character archetypes and tropes and whatnot. In terms of music, people would post loads of obscure B-sides, live performances, covers and fan-made mash-ups which could be a real treasure trove of previously-unknown stuff. Plus, there was lots of great non-fandom stuff on there too… )

Hello world!

Monday, 28 January 2019 07:19 pm
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Greetings! My name's Jessica (often shortened to Jess), and while I'm not exactly a newbie to Dreamwidth this is (evidently) my first entry on my brand-spankin'-new account. I'm hoping to use it to indulge my inner geek a little, although of course we'll see how things turn out!

A little more on me: I live in Melbourne with my partner and my cat. Thanks to my university degree, I speak Spanish to a level of moderate competence. (I read it very well though.) My interests would include reading (lots of genres), writing (spec fic), watching good TV, cooking, technology, languages and like… society. My politics are very left-wing. I am shy, with strong lurker tendencies, but please feel free to comment on anything that seems interesting and strike up a friendly convo – I'd be happy to chat!

As I mentioned I have been on Dreamwidth before, mostly between 2009–2012 before I faded out in favour of Tumblr (where I was [tumblr.com profile] jayeless). I don't feel like I was very good at connecting with other people who actually used DW at that time, which I'm hoping to do better at now, but at any rate all the posts I amassed then can now be found at [personal profile] jayeless_archive. I've also been known to use Mastodon (as jayeless@mastodon.cloud, Twitter (as [twitter.com profile] thejayeless), Goodreads (as this Jessica) and a number of other sites. Shout out, if you like, if you recognise me from somewhere!

I hope that serves as enough of an introduction for now! Further posts should be forthcoming, once I've written some, and once it's at least tomorrow 😉 Until then!

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